I am so sorry Jen. This is way too much of heartbreak to deal with. Why bother with the handyman stuff and the toys if he wasn't into it?! ugh!

Yes, I am in a relationship (my first one after my divorce) and it is a lot of work to keep it going. Sometimes I think it's easier to be single, but then again life is better spent sharing it with someone. I don't know who the one is yet......I am still learning!

Hang in there and hope your heart and soul heal to be open to someone who is out there. Hugs!