Joel, I am so sorry for your loss. You did such a great job bringing Lorie to life in this article. I can tell she must have been a kind and beautiful person. Your message is well taken. Please know that what you had with your wife is special and not every one can speak of the love and togetherness with one person until it is time for one to leave. You have some great memories to hold on to and celebrate her life with you. As you said, take your time to grieve and you will find your way forward.