Nah, you are the best thing you have. Fuck the mess!

Your narration of your divorce is similar to mine with the shock and the mediation. The only difference is that my wasband only moved out with his clothes and left the rest here. He was too slighted to want anything from this house. He figured it would buy brand new stuff and upgrade his lifestyle by renting a fancy place. Now I have to haul all his shit to the dumpster when we sell this house. Go figure!